note bridgetjonesniene

Baia Mare.
3:30 am: stau pe-o terasa.afara e placut si linistea in care catelul cu chip de caprioara a adormit,a fost perturbata de tipii de la masa alaturata.vama veche,in orasul prafuit de ora 3 a noptii.
3:35 am: nu mi-e dor de el,cum nu mie dor de-o sangria rece,in mijlocul unei zile fierbinti de plaja,la mare.

Pe drum.
18:45 pm: raman la ideea ca rex the dog,circulate e una din cele mai bune melodii,pentru calatorit printre 40sicevadenecunoscuti.un sentiment ciudat de a-mi continua drumul spre un nicaieri usor de gasit,imi loveste sufletul.o fi soarele placut de dupa amiaza de vina..sau probabil dorul incontrolabil de a calatori,asa ca altadata.ca intotdeauna,invat sa ma bucur de putinul pe care-l pot poseda,ca pe-o pedeapsa capitala karmica,primita in urma micilor si nenumaratelor greseli.
18:55 pm: drumul spre cluj e chinuitor si plictisitor,dar ma bucur de fiecare centimetru pe care-l parcurg.nu-mi permit nimic mai mult si-orgoliul meu e prea mare ca sa am grija de-un job,de-un salar,de-un sef in speranta atingerii independentei financiare si tuturor lucrurilor ce-mi croiesc fundatia stilului meu de viata.
19:26 pm: vreau sa rulez ,sa fumez,sa merg pe drumuri pe care-am mai mers!da..e al naibii de buna piesa!
20:09 pm:recunosc ca mi-e sila de mine ca mi-am pus pe player piesa noua a monstrului gaga.ba mai mult mi-e rusine ca sunt la a zecea ascultare,in mai putin de doua ore.imi amintesc seara in care,din senin,s-a ridicat de pe canapea si mi-a pus clipul.am pufnit in ras,realizand ca si mai devreme,cand ma sunase,aceasi gaga tipand dupa acest alexandru exotic,se auzea pe fundal.au urmat apoi cateva ore imbibate in ironie acuta si de fiecare data isi punea pe chip zambetul vinovatnu trebuia sa pornesc aseara televizorul din camera lui fratemeu.am auzit melodia si mi s-a facut instant dor de el si-acum,ma pregatesc sa dau din nou play.
20:20 pm: soarele pregatit de apus e superb.imi pare rau ca nu mi-am folosit masina in scopuri artistice,prea mult,vara trecuta.daca-as avea-o acum,as opri in toate locurile minunate si aproape magice,la scufundarea in soare.as face poze.multe si frumoase.poate ca as putea iesi din anonimat.
20:23 pm:se pare ca tocmai am baut 200% din dzr-ul de b6 si b12.as putea sa zic ca nici nu e asa daunator energizantul,la urma urmei
20:25 pm:raluca avea dreptate aseara.poate ca am fost prea buna pt el.poate ca linistea aproape stanjenitoare ce se instala intre noi uneori,era datorata diferentelor de cultura si experienta.dar nu,nu eu sunt cea care avea minusuri la acele capitole,chiar daca sunt mai tanara cu 6 ani.
20:30 pm:totusi mi-e dor de el.

Cluj Napoca.
22:02 pm:vreau sa beau o bere.in cluj e cald si sus ,unde se termina calea turzii norii sunt roz.
22:06 pm:parazitii pe repeat.si ziua de maine un deja vu urat fata de care am emotii ciudate.

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